The things I feel like saying, are the things not even worth mentioning at all, can you hear me praying? Is it something that can save me from this fall? I'll sing this chorus when I'm with you, It's the most beautiful thing, I have ever heard, I'll sing this chorus here without you, This feeling can not be expressed by words. It's an empty voice and a bus ride, and everything I have lost going around this time. I try to keep moving on to something, something that can cha...
It's turning out to be a lovely evening. Oh yeah, I like it when it gets all dark and mystic around 8 o'clock It's magical and the world, the smells and the sounds just fill you up. Yeah, go ahead and breathe away, Even though it seems likes sacrilege to disturb this beautiful sanctuary. I know looking up at the stars is good for you you can feel the wholeness in the bottom of your soul. You make our plans, yeah and it seems that they're easily disrupted by faces in your past ...
It seems that whenever I look at my blogs, they don't show the right points value, or the right number of replies. Has anyone else been having this problem? I don't think it's my computer, I just checked at work, and it's the same way. Anyone know of any mistakes on their own blogs?
I guess I can say I'm not doing bad; I guess I'm just not doing great. I figured out something this weekend that has made me reflect on these past few weeks, and I've realized some things. And so while I try to move on from here, I'm putting other things on hold. Nothing crazy or drastic, just some changes. God knows I've made plenty of those this year. Dedicated to my beautiful Creator, the Father of all things. Without you Lord, I have nothing. God give me the strength to hold on whe...
I beg for mercy Everytime I see these ugly lies. it makes more sense to bow to them then to fight back on their turf. Hoping they'll let me survive just one more day and avoid curbstepping my head. I try to pretend I'm invincible, as if whatever you do can't affect me in any shape or form. What a joke. I'm just like everyone else, trying to guard their backs and get out of the way, incase the fool called Told-You-So decides that it's my turn. Turn to feel his pain. Believe me ...
Love is worth fighting for. It’s worth dying for. Just look at those boys standing ready fighting for love of whatever. You hide out and look for the moment of least resistance you try to push your agendas forward and forget about love. But it waits oh so patiently for a while, at least, and then decides to be fickle, and make you work for it. So you ramble on and You fight your daily wars, each day is sort of a personal battle against time, and all those individuals v...
I didn't know you, and probably never would have, but you, you did what you always did. You hopped on the bus, got on the subway, not knowing that today would be your last day. I feel this ache in the back of my head It throbs with an intensity matched by nothing any normal situation can create. I feel like it's time to break down, but it's time to be strong. I hope that when you left for work, you told your children, "I love you." I hope that you kissed your spouse goodbye ...
This is the time for me to break out of the proverbial shell, I'm almost to the threshold, can you try to figure out, why I feel I must make all these mistakes again? I really don't want to, so I'm trying my best to stay the course. As we work forward to what we want to become things get too wild, you go all crazy, and the days blur into one. So we add "maintain sanity" to our to-do list. That's always a plus, to stay sane, in an insane world. I've realized that I don't need ...
I've been struggling with the fact lately that I know I'm going to have to give up some of the people I know from high school when I go to college just because I won't have the time to email and call them. I just wish that some of them wouldn't make it so easy for me. I guess it's this transition between one life and the next. It's a problem of substance, I guess. They know where to find me, what my number is. They can send a quick email or meet me at the mall for a movie. They just choose n...
What a bunch of crap. It just goes to show you how the world is going these days. Oprah, getting snubbed at a Hermes store in Paris issued a complaint to the U.S. President of said company. The company actually issued an apology! The store had been closed fore 15 minutes! "I'm sorry ma'am. You're a person. Yes that's right, a person. Not a celebrity. No ma'am, we aren't letting people in after closing." Poor Oprah. She got treated like the rest of us, and she's crying bloody murder. Boo...
The fire it calls to us, the explosions rock the very foundations of our world, and we ooh and aah while looking up at these green and red firefly patterns. We celebrate, the creation of One Nation Under God. Indivisible, With Liberty, and Justice For All , and corporate irresponsibility, anti-sentimentality pills-solve-all-problems, and the quicker food is the better it is ideology. July 4th, the celebration of a Fast Food Nation. The grand ole USA, God I miss it. The beau...
Fall asleep little one, I'll carry you to the moon, I'll be here to care for you, because parting comes so soon. Lay your head down to sleep, you are my little soldier, you've tried so hard these past years, and I don't doubt you're tired. I pray that you will see the light, Even my eyes are tired of the dark, and never let the light fade, that shines so brightly in your heart. I love you, my little angel, I'll be here to push you from the nest, Even though I hate it, I k...
We smile a lot. I suppose it's to fend off the pain and the suffering that we see everyday we walk down the street. We laugh a lot. I suppose it's to hide our insecurities from our foes and make us look all the more powerful in their eyes. We cry a lot. It's probably because we're too busy holding in all our sacred emotions, keeping them from the rest of the world. We chant and jeer a lot. I suppose we do it to cover our asses, and make sure no one thinks that you think t...
Why bother with the melodramatic, I dare say I'm not in the mood for wild emotion and all the drama I'd rather deal with facts and figures With the cold and the blunt. But then again, I love to be warm, Emotion, is, after all, the great human condition.People are amazing, bright as the sunlight and beautiful as a sunset. It's topsy-turvy world out there, always spinning and spinning, while looking down you can see the people moving about like ants in colonies. No wonder...
It seems to me that we get so caught up in the here and now that we never truly appreciate the here or the now. The mundane consumes all souls with startling regularity children of the blessed weekend where all they did was sit around and watch Football. Eating their greasy cheese- puffs, not knowing that there is a thing called real life. Don't be like those thirteen year-old boys stuck at the roller rink for another hour just waiting, just waiting You should ask th...