Dedicated to all those of you who don't take the time to care
I've been struggling with the fact lately that I know I'm going to have to give up some of the people I know from high school when I go to college just because I won't have the time to email and call them. I just wish that some of them wouldn't make it so easy for me. I guess it's this transition between one life and the next. It's a problem of substance, I guess. They know where to find me, what my number is. They can send a quick email or meet me at the mall for a movie. They just choose not to because they have more important things going on.
I finally figured it out the other day.
You see, I've had this troubled mind,
for a while now, it's been bugging me
I see these people, I talk to them, I try
to be the person I was nigh 2 months ago.
Too bad that's not the case, I'm out of there
why bother with him,
why go on and sit around, sit and waste
your time with a guy you'll never see again?
You don't really make or break me,
I just feel so alone in this part of isolation,
you never give me a call, or even read
my poetry, it's not that simple anymore.
I still love you, but it seems so empty,
in front of this glowing computer screen.
Hell, I think I'll just sigh here sadly,
and then go to bed and tuck myself in.
I expected you to move on.
I guess I just didn't expect it to be that quick.