Published on February 15, 2005 By Death_By_Beebles In Misc
It has come through much experience that I share this tidbit of wisdom. It seems whenever I am having the most problems in life, I push away from the people I care about the most. I know that this happens to a lot of people, and I can't say that I'm proud of pushing away.

Life shouldn't be like that. You should be able to know that you can go to someone with your problems, and not have to worry about looking good or being funny or attractive or whatever. You should be able to find solace in a friend. So many times we would rather stay within ourselves than trust someone else. It's hard to trust someone, and it's even harder to cry in front of them.

Sometimes in life we face things that are better faced with a friend. I just wish I knew when those times were.

Peace,

Beebes

Comments
on Feb 15, 2005
I'm sorry,Alex. If this was ment toward me, then, I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say. This isn't a trust issue, it's a pride issue, and I'm sorry I brought you into it. I never ment it to hurt you, please forgive me and let me explain it in school
on Feb 15, 2005
You don't need to be sorry about anything. This is a me as well as you sort of thing, and you did it today, and I do it all the time.

I'll see you at school tomorrow and you can talk about it if you want.

If you ever need to talk, you know my number... (well, hopefully you do, it's one less than Sarahs)

Alex
on Feb 15, 2005
*hrm* We're all not forgetting about good Ol' Shaun are we? Remember, if any of you need someone to talk to....there's me....most of you know my number and/or my email/messenger stuff, also you can talk to me in person....a shoulder to cry on, a voice to ease your sorrow, that's me

Also, I'm curious as to what happened today....but if you don't want to share, you don't have to....

Just keep me in mind if you're feeling lonely...I don't have anything more important to attend to then my friends....and that's just about everyone except for Brent and those other bastards he hangs around with, I wouldn't particulary be sad if they happened to die. For the rest of you...Alex, Sam, Kendra, Ashley, Brandon, Sarah, Jeffers, whoever.....I'm there for you

~Zoo

"Whenever you need me, I'll be there. Whenever you want me, I'll be there. I'll be around...." (Song lyrics work best when you can use them to describe life, huh?)
on Feb 15, 2005

This is our fork in the road
Love's last episode, there's nowhere to go
You've made your choice, now it's up to me
To bow out gracefully, tho' you hold the key

Whenever you call me, I'll be there
Whenever you want me, I'll be there
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be around

Whenever you call me, I'll be there
Whenever you want me, I'll be there
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be around

I knew just what to say
Love's last episode, there's nowhere to go
There's always a chance a tiny spark remains
And sparks turn into flames
And love can burn over again

Whenever you call me, I'll be there
Whenever you want me, I'll be there
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be around

Whenever you call me, I'll be there
Whenever you want me, I'll be there
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be around

There's the whole song...it's by the Spinners, I believe...

~Zoo
on Feb 15, 2005
You've always got something to say, don't you Shaun?

I like the song though. Good lyrics.

Peace,

Beebes
on Feb 15, 2005
Hmm...the closest I ever got to opening up, I got involved in a three-month long event that has scarred me for life and left me embittered and depressed. So I'm not a big fan of opening up.
on Feb 16, 2005
It seems like each day it gets harder and harder to talk to people. Partly because you don't know what they're going to say. You have to remember the fact that they've probably heard everybody else's sides and stories as well as your own. So then you're half afraid they're going to tell one of the other people what you said about them. Only, they turn it around in a weird way and get you into a lot of trouble. And that really sucks because now, I feel so afraid to go to anyone. I know people say that if you need someone that they'll be there, but you just have a feeling. I'm down to about three people that I can go to. It's not that I don't trust the rest of my friends, it's just that it doesn't feel right telling them things. It's odd, but it happens to be that way. I just wish things were okay. I don't want things to be how they are now. But hey, I'm willing to talk to anyone of you guys if you ever want to talk. I'm sure most of you have my number, if not, I know Brandon has it, so you can ask him if you don't have, or I guess ask me. Just hang in there everyone! I don't want anyone to be hurting.

Kendra~ I understand how you feel, but then again I kinda don't. Just because I'm not pretty like you, so I don't have a bunch of my guy friends going after me because I'm hot. But you can still talk to me if you want. I love you!!

~carebear~
on Feb 16, 2005
You've always got something to say, don't you Shaun?


Of course...I don't like to be unprepared

Seriously, you can talk to me about anything you want...You can have complete and utter confidentiality with me

~Zoo
on Feb 16, 2005
I know it is hard to cry in front of your peers, but I came to you, b.c I freak out sometimes over stupid things, and well you are always there. I hope you find somebody to cry to, I am here as I usally am, you have my # or I think your brother does on the ag paper, I am here.
I have a shoulder to dry the tears
I have ears to listen
I have a mouth that talks and comforts
and smile that would mak e you feel happier.
I am here
Don't forget
Friends last,
I am friend
I was here the whole time
Look further than what you see,
Find the one for you, at make you feel good
I might be it
But I might to

Hopefully this helps you can always look back and smile at the bear on the card
Alright it is a hamster!!
Stacey
on Feb 16, 2005
There we go, agreeing with everyone again, and saying the same thing.

~carebear~
on Feb 17, 2005
Awww... I feel special! Every one who care, I wish to thank you for simply, well, caring. I will do my best to do the same for all of you, please hold me to it. Crying is'nt my strong point. so if I don't seem like I'm emotional enough to care, I really am, I'm just not used to showing it yet. Sorry for any inconveniances I've caused any one with me lack of emotinal expression.
~Ashley~ Please stop putting your self down. It makes me feel like a preppy-don't-know -what- I-have- kind of person. I hate it when people compare themselves to me. You are awsome just the way you are!

love always,
~kinjruh~
on Feb 17, 2005
Crying isn't my strong point


Heh, at least you can cry....I on the other hand do not have the ability...seriously, I'm not actively trying to keep from crying....I just...don't.

~Zoo