I tell you flat out
It hurts too much to think of this
So from my everything I exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything
How I'm painful and powerless,
to create who I truly am.
I've ran away
From all this and so much more
And I just plead and pray
Please let my problems go away if they're ignored
But life doesn't work like that
No it doesn't work like that.
When I hit the ground
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And do nothing but disregard
When I break down
It hurts to hit the bottom of myself
And to think I might not have fallen
If I had seen my problems and faught them.
And I just pray,
that my problems will go away
if they're ignored,
But that's not the way it works. That's not the way life works.
Beebes