Published on February 2, 2005 By Death_By_Beebles In Misc
I tell you flat out
It hurts too much to think of this
So from my everything I exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything
How I'm painful and powerless,
to create who I truly am.

I've ran away
From all this and so much more
And I just plead and pray
Please let my problems go away if they're ignored
But life doesn't work like that
No it doesn't work like that.

When I hit the ground
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And do nothing but disregard
When I break down
It hurts to hit the bottom of myself
And to think I might not have fallen
If I had seen my problems and faught them.

And I just pray,
that my problems will go away
if they're ignored,


But that's not the way it works. That's not the way life works.

Beebes

Comments
on Feb 03, 2005
Don't we all just wish our problems would go away? Urgh....I do. Just hang in there. Things will get better in time.

~carebear~
on Feb 03, 2005
Great poem Beebes. I really like your stuff, though I don't comment a lot.

And I just pray,
that my problems will go away
if they're ignored,


I find I ignore the problems I should be paying attention to and pay far too much heed to the problems that I should be ignoring.
on Feb 03, 2005
Sad but true, Beebes. All our problems must be dealt with, for when ignored they fester into something worse and even harder to solve.

~Zoo
on Feb 03, 2005
Good point Shaun.

~carebear~
on Feb 03, 2005
Thanks all. I hope that things are going to get better. Sometimes you just wonder though....

A warm welcome to shadesofgrey, and thank you for reading my poems.

Peace all,

Beebes
on Feb 05, 2005
"Never under-estimate my Jesus, you're tellin' me that there's no hope, I'm tellin' you you're wrong. Never under-estimate my Jesus, when the world around you crumbles, He will be strong, He will be strong." -Relient K-

Some things are just best said in songs.

You have a number to call, even at three in the morning. I'm praying for you, Alex.

Your friend,
-Kinjruh-
on Feb 05, 2005
Some things are just best said in songs.


Yea, they are. I could use a lot of songs right now to display my thoughts.

~carebear~