i'm so sorry that it has to be this way for you. sometimes all there is left to do is cry(and sleep). there are so many things that we can regret our whole lives, but in the end, it comes down to two choices: you can grow from it, or you can let it kill you. please don't settle for the latter of the two.

if you need to talk call me( bradon and sara both have my #, it may not be the greatest idea to post it here.)

your friend,
Kinjruh

Thanks Kinjruh, for all your help. You've been a great friend through all of this.

Alex

Alex, i have two shoulders though they are small for you to cry on. I'm shedding tears for you....

Sarah, thank you so much. You don't understand how much that means for me.

Alex

Gosh, I don't know what to say. All I can say is that you shouldn't keep saying it's all your fault for everything that has happened. I think you already know my two shoulders are here for you to cry on. Everytime you feel pain, I feel it too. Everytime you cry, I cry too. I'm hear for you Alex. You know where to find me.

~carebear~

If I could cry, this would be the time, Alex. You know what I have to say on this ordeal, so I will not repeat it on this blog. Remember if you need to talk I'm here, along with the rest, and contrary to Sarah my shoulders are big

Remember, this is not your fault...nor is it particulary Sam's.....things happen sometimes, but it's hard to accept. I don't expect that you guys will magically wake up one day and be cured of this pain and heartache....but by working together it would be easier to get through, at least take some of the pain away.

I yearn for peace as much as you or the next person, I would like to try and make it so, but ultimately it is up to you two. I'll be there and help when I can and when I'm needed, I am a friend to all who accept it....I do not hold prejudice for I know what has happened, I understand everything that's been going on that I've been told or have seen myself, sadly I cannot pass on my understanding quite so well as I would like, perhaps then it would be a bit easier to accept what has become of this situation.

~Zoo