Argh! Just Shut Up!

Published on November 6, 2004 By Death_By_Beebles In Misc

I don’t know if you know this, but you have a way with me. You, unlike every other person I know, have the ability to say the exact thing I don’t want to hear at the exact time when it can hurt me the most. And I have been counseled to not release my anger towards you, but rather to give it to something else. And so I’m writing you a letter that isn’t to you; I hope you don’t mind if I don’t care if you read it or not.

Don’t look at me that way; I know the truth about your motives, and I don’t like them or trust them. It makes me upset sometimes that you act this way. But I can’t change you, and I don’t have the heart to try. I’ll pray about it, and be glad that I can, but you just get under my skin.

You don’t need to say a lot to make me mad. I tell you the truth, I am more angry around you then I am around anyone else. I don’t care about so-and-so, and I don’t want you to complain when I say that. I don’t want to be called names for saying the truth, I don’t want to be ridiculed for doing what I believe. So I write to you, but you will never receive the writing, because I have not told you what I want and who you are.

Do you understand? Is it you that I’m talking about? Can you even tell? Do you even care? Why do I try to be nice when all I receive in return is snake’s venom? Don’t act like a good little sheep; I can see your toothy grin and dark eyes.

I just wanted to say that I don’t need the drama, and I don’t want it. So please; just shut up.

Peace,

Beebes

Comments

SSG Geezer

on Nov 06, 2004

I hope they get it Beebes? Or was it me?

I really do hope this makes you feel at least a little better, it's certainly better than punching someone out.

apdelong31

on Nov 07, 2004

I'm running characters through my head, but I'm coming up dry and I don't want to know. Your relationship with him/her sounds terrible and blissfully ignorant. Scary, to tell the truth.

You most certainly have a way with expression.

cyphr

on Nov 07, 2004

This article is laugh-out-loud hilarious if you pretend that the letter is being written to the Purple Teletubby. Go ahead, try it.

InBloom

on Nov 07, 2004

Wow...sounds like something i have gone through...almost eery...best of luck, whatever happens.

Zoologist03

on Nov 07, 2004

Hmm...I'm thinking...and I'm not quite sure who this is about...though I hope its not me......Well, I hope this matter gets settled....

See ya,
~Zoo

DeeDee18266

on Nov 07, 2004

Alex, i dont even know who this is about... i might have an idea. But other than that, i have no idea. I know at the game you snapped at me and to be truly honest... you pissed me off. It could be me who your talking about in your article... if it is, i would prefer that you come to my face and say it. Not tell everyone else and make it a guessing game for everyone.

Another thing I want to tell you... do not raise your voice at me and get in my face like you did at the game again. I dont care if it is me you are having these feelings for or not. I am not someone who will sit there and take that. I dont take voice raising from anyone... and you know that. If you want to keep me as a friend, i would advise you to NEVER get in my face and yell at me again.... even if it was my fault.

Sam

carebear07

on Nov 08, 2004

Humm....I think I have an idea of who this could be directed to. There are two people I could think of. You probably don't care what I'm about to say...but I'm with what Sam is saying, but only in my account. I think we already had this talk. And yeah, I'm pretty sure you're aware of how I feel when you yell at me.

~carebear~

wnx_decoy

on Nov 08, 2004

Here Sam, I've got a little advise on this one... get over it! Who cares if you got yelled at. Everyone does and everyone has to put up with it. As long as you want to be successful in this world, you're going to have to take it.

I don't know the story behind what you were just talking about, but, friend or no friend, nobody yells at beebles. You can yell at me all you want but I don't want you yelling at him. Just calm down and don't think about it anymore..

Beebles~ I hope this little "problem" you're having dies down soon. In the mean time just think "Purple teletubbies!"

Capt. over and out!

Zoologist03

on Nov 08, 2004

Capt. your wisdom knows no bounds does it?....True you were a bit gruff in your advice, but it means well....its true that everyone gets yelled at and everyone yells at some point....I for one don't respond well to "yelling" and I go fucking crazy when people do it to me....but eventually, I cool down and talk it out....its better that way, unless you really don't like that person, then it becomes a fight....which is another way to solve problems, though not recommended, can be extremely fun and persuasive if need be....

~Zoo

carebear07

on Nov 09, 2004

Well Brandon....you know how I am with yelling. But I don't have a tendecy to yell back though. And I don't think I have been yelling at anyone. I still don't know who this is about....but that's not the point. Good advice Brandon! Insightful!

~carebear~

wnx_decoy

on Nov 09, 2004

Uhh.... thanks for the complements but that's not what I was trying to do. Oh well, what can you do?

Capt. over and out!

mignuna

on Nov 09, 2004

hmmm. it seems that your request for no more drama has fallen on deaf ears, beebes. you've always spoken up for me, so let me say that, regardless of the determination of others to influence you otherwise, i hope you maintain your integrity as you have done so far. hang in there. you're a good guy.

'to thine own self be true'

mig XXX

carebear07

on Nov 11, 2004

Yeah your'e welcome....but n/m either i misunderstood you or you just didn't get what i was saying.

~carebear~

apdelong31

on Nov 13, 2004

cyphr, what compels you to think such things is beyond my reasoning. But it was pretty funny. Toothy grin and dark eyes, hehe.

deedee, Capt.'s right. You may not respond well to yelling, but who really likes getting hollered at and put down? Yelling doesn't really bother me, I can use the "destructive criticism", it keeps me grounded; what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger right?

Zoo, I want to see you fight with NS38 again. It honestly did look like a bear attack, limbs swinging all nimbly bimbly.

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